A few weeks ago, I added one task to my organizer. It says, ‘write a blog post’. And while I am already tired from our long road trip, I wanted to end my year right – by always doing what is planned. You know, sort of forming a habit or just trying to break procrastination.
Anyway, I don’t want to waste your time writing a lengthy post. I just want to do a quick recap of what I did this year.
What I Did in 2019
This Single Mom Dated a Bad Boy
I can’t really say that I fully dated someone. It was more of goofing around and trying to explore what the world has in store for me. It was less than a month of shallow romance if I am to categorize it.
Unfortunately, it didn’t work. But don’t worry – I wasn’t really affected. Perhaps, I wasn’t really looking for a partner right now. I honestly believe that I needed to love myself more and to really find my value.
I Got Hospitalized
Reality check, I am not getting any younger. I got hospitalized and even got sick months after. This never happened to me before so it was really a wake-up call. My resolution for next year definitely includes a healthier me – no excuses!
I Left My Stable Job
For almost five years, I was working for a good employer who taught me a lot of things. But deep inside I know that I am capable of doing more. I felt that the universe needed me to expand my wings and to step everything a notch. I had no idea what was about to happen but I just knew one thing – that I needed to get out, do what I love, and risk.
Several Hosting Gigs
Last year, I told my friends that I wanted to take events hosting seriously. The offers were seldom during the first half of the year. It was fine because I wasn’t really aggressive in promoting my services. I just had a few videos and just trusted that my abilities were good enough to get referrals and recommendations.
By the second part of 2019, I was shocked when I received regular hosting stints. And by December, I couldn’t even plot my schedule easily because of the demand. I was dead tired but fulfilled. I expect the same next year. In fact, I have offers for December already!
Got Jobs Unexpectedly
I have to admit, 2019 was really a financial struggle for me. After all, I left my stable source of income amidst the strong need for money. You see, it was my daughter’s 7th birthday and my mom’s 60th. Honestly speaking, my financial status at that time will not be able to afford even a decent one. I thought I was doomed but on both occasions, I was offered huge projects that helped me cover the expenses.
I Trusted God More
And this is probably the best thing that happened to me this year.
Whenever I feel troubled, I would magnify my faith in God. Lo and behold, I was able to face these challenges with grace. And I honestly felt that it wasn’t me alone. 🙂
Soooo…
I don’t think I am making sense with this post. I mean, a year seems a long time yet I can only write less than 600 words. But I guess, it’s always about quality than quantity. I’ve got few memories that are blog post – worthy but it shaped me to (what I would like to believe) a better version of myself for the coming years.